I think I would better regularly update so I can remember what to write for reflection letter. I remember this month I failed my bio test and I was happy. I don't know why, maybe because after my mentor taught me about true joy and worldly joy. After that I failed history but I was sad. Maybe because I work hard for history and I already expected to fail bio. During this month, I also am very happy that I was able to study with Amaryllis, Shuan and Faith for a bit even though we were laughing all the way and I sort of got irritated cos I needed to complete jianbaos. Then I talked with Peng. I didn't realise that he actually thought I didn't talk to him or reply him because something was wrong with him. Actually it was that I don't know what to talk to him. I actually respected him a lot as my sunday school teacher, teaching so much. I really cherished all the pp in Salt and Pepper a lot. Also this month, lessons were boring. Time was passing so slowly. I am happy being with my clique but is it true joy I wonder. I dont know what pen(nickname I ownself gave her, nobody knows about it :P)is thinking. Is she being selfish? And what is worse it that the person that I hate keeps on appearing. Sometimes i wonder what those pp are thinking. i try not to hate them but what they are doing makes me hate them more especially that person from another class. I just wish they would disappear so I don't need to hate. They are so selfish.. Human beings I guess. Ok shall stop here. continue another time.